18 months later we were both free emotionally and started speaking on the phone for about 2 months and then he cme for a visit. Wow did the sparks fly and we made love for the first time! when he had to return home we could feel and hear the tearing of our souls. We could not stay apart so 6 weeks he moved in with me and we were married 18 months later, 3 years to the date that we first met.

Just in the last 18 month we have been at odds. During this time we were under some extreme pressures and we started to loose focus on our connection. I was reading alot of spiritual growth books and he was plodding along slowly (what he calls) dying inside. As a result the pain for both of us was so unbearable, to be living in the same house and known the connection was being closed, that we had to seperate. It was like we had no control over our connection. He went to another woman and my initial response was of pure pain (it felt like my soul was literlay being torn in 2) and anger but in less than a week i was looking at how i had been emotionally unavailable to him and equaly to blame for our connection closing so to speak. My love was lock away with a ball of grief and i was numb. My anger completely subsided and i have this sense of complete calm and knowing that the reason for all of this was that we had become unbalanced on a spiritual level. For me to let go of anger in this way is new to me and given my upbringing i am not usually able to let go of anger and forgive especially when it comes to men. So this has surprised me. Both of us could not live together with out the connection being alive. It was like each of us was live less than alf an existance. During the first week we were seperated he took some leaps in his spiritual development and is now unsure if we are twin souls. He is wondering if maybe the other person is. So i have been reminding him of what true twins soul connection involves. I know we are and it is what we have believed for the past 9 year of our marriage. I believe that we had become stagnent in our spiritual growth due to life’s pressures and so the universe took control and gave us a jolt to get back on our path. In the last couple of week we have had some amazing spiritual experiences. One in particular was when we were meditating at the beach at night. The spirit of his daughter who died many years ago came to me with a message for him it was simple and short and i had no idea what it meant. So I told him and he told me he had asked a question concerning this while with the other woman and got a confused answer. But the message i provided had answered his question with clarity. This amazed me as i knew i have contact with my guides but had never channeled a spirit known to someone else before.

At the moment i am being patien and can even discus this other woman with him objectively without any feelings of anger or resentment and i am even looking at whats best for this other woman. Wow am i suprised at myself because this is unlike me in a character sense but obviously i am developed enough to offer unconditional love to him and as a result our connection is stronger than ever. He is having difficulty meditating to the depths he did while away on holidays. I think when not practiced on a daily basis it is easier to achieve a meaningfu meditation while away from the daily clutter life tends to bring. I do not believe this other woman is his twin as she intruded on our marriage and twins dont create that type of conflict for their twin. I do believe that maybe there is some karmic lesson their for both of them and he needs to learn tis before we can get on with our joint spiritual work. Both of us feel awake again in the spiritual sense and know that there is great things to be done. He is still struggling with what has taken place but is slowly digesting it as well as healing from the imense pain we felt beore the seperateion of our marriage. After all we are spiritual being stuck in a physical body with a mountain of conditioning to overcome. But we cannot pass by without touching eachother and we can feel eachother without even touching. if he is down i feel it and visa versa. We have been trying to find another word to describe our connection as love does not seem big enough.
Does anyone have a word that suits the incredible feelings of being connect with your twin?

Has anyone been through a similar experience to this i would love to hear about it. my email is cilindadrakin@westnet.com.au

The article was written a long time ago, for instance i;ve been in the US for 5 years now so that gives an idea, and the book was written 7 years ago but soul connections remain constant, new people experience them and with that the incredible growing barrage of different beliefs offered especially on the web.

But really nothing changes, the universe’s mechanisms work the same way they always did and everyone wants to hear of others to give them something for hope.. Instead of doing that just learn about the mechanisms, the purpose and the reason and through coming closer to universal law and your own oneness, you’ll clear your karma, find peace and at the same time lose the pain your connection has forced you to discover from within yourself..

Please don;t respond to me personally on this site as i didn’t post the article and I wont be coming here to enter into any discussion but once again a thank you for posting and for the comments and drop by my site if you would like to read more articles _I’ve written very many over the years.

God bless

Steve Gunn